Today has been a hard day for me. I woke up thinking about my kids, missing them more than ever.
My leaving was wrong; my punishment for leaving I believe is inhumane. The kids I raised knew love. They knew how to love and they knew how to forgive people. The kids I knew were never cruel. I just can’t understand how they could Change so much that it doesn’t bother them that I am hurting so deeply. Have they been invaded by beings from another planet? Have they been completely brainwashed? Can’t they remember the good times we had?
Me eldest daughter has had two children now. I know she is a great mom. Everyday I remember her as a child and how she loved me and OH GOD how I loved her. Now I struggle with the sentence she last spoke to me, “You ruined my life,”